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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

.and that your the reason.

.our.skate.boots.monument.by.alextansuiwei.

.me.and.evelyn.in.the.same.top.hartttx.......

.in.the.rink.during.session.plus.joanne.peace-ing.....

.SOY.2008.in.ngee.ann.poly?this.is.rukkkkkk?

.and.a.very.big.kon.who.darn.adorable.luh.....

.even.monkey.D.luffy's.there.muahahahaaa.

.my.fav.is.nelnel.cos.she's.just.so.huggable.

.kwan.and.her.blow.kiss.to.a.shinigami.like.WTH....

.and.went.off.to.play.with.a.MSD's.umbrella...

.with.eyes.like.that.she.can.take.on.a.role.in.the.ring.as.well.

.loui.drew.this.on.the.graffitti.board.like.chibis.again..

.this.guy.was.sitting.in.front.of.us.in.the.hall.WTH.

.kwan.and.bubble.teas.at.library.cafe.LOLLX.

.honeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.hearts.ourannnn.

.many.colour.spoons.to.make.my.sick.days.colourful.

.reunion.dinner.with.trishJIE.and.selwyn.at.vivo.

.for the tear drops on my guitar.

hearts;
9:10 AM;

Thursday, January 24, 2008

.would you cry me a river.

here is a clump of pictures taken.
from a past stretch of long days.
boring nights and lost times.

.and.here.i.stand.underneath.the.dark.blue.sky.

.i.think.labrador.park.is.nice.for.walks.keke.

.dead.birds.in.NUS's.research.museum.

.and.a.dead.toad.too.like.ewwwwwwww.

.and.the.things.that.make.my.hair.stand.

.not.these.that.zhenghe.and.friends.blocked.

.same.goes.to.mr.DODObird.zZzzzzzzzzzz.

.pretty.pink.present.for.jana.dear.heex.loveeeee.

.boring.study.night.as.usual.in.school.sians.luh.

.which.needs.some.life.into.it.with.picturessssssss.

.and.with.retards.ex-mates.like.ednalimhuiming.

.to.the.everyday.staring.at.jerry's.white.hairrrr.

.even.the.teapot.and.tea.after.many.drinks.are.yummy.

.to.the.fun.and.laughter.in.school.and.good.times.

.and.too.the.triangular.plate-ed.bikes.wahahahahah.

it's.not.an.all.so.bad.week.after.all...........
even when you're not here.
but something's missing in my heart.

maybe.because.you don't know where.
the heart is.
so you just turned away.

mOnday
camped in sch to study with bento and
vicki jie.had to desperately conquer my IA.
duno how to do means GG le luh.but.....
by the time the sch closed my brain died le.

tUesday
ended my class i was suppose to study with vicki.
but edna called.felt so bad to go off luh.was also.
frustrated cos my family dinner thing.hard to get.
everyone free on a certain day.anyways.after thinking.
that the issue was settled.i headed to tiong to meet.
edna.after some difficulty in communication we went.
for dinner at our fav ramen shop and watched a movie.
before that we printed a pic and slipped it at leesum's.
house gate as it was her BIRTHDAY and she was.
apparently in bintan.but boy was she surprised when.
the photo was found on her table :)
american gangster was a long but interesting show.
it shows another side of life but yet the same like.
a person can never run away from the things of the past.
basically..you reap what you sow luh.like by the time i.
got home.everyone was asleep and i had no supper luh.
how sad but heck.no mood anyways.

wedneSday
long day luh.after finishing 2 labworks at a go i printed.
my exam papers and headed to papa's house as my.
bag was heavy.so i dumped them at his there and.
followed eric and him to town as they wanna buy.
clothes and i was going to meet edna later to hang.
out with her colleagues.headed to bugis and walked.
to arab street which made me dam tired luh.but...
it was fun.like meeting simon.he just love to sing :D
after drinking we headed for supper and was.
spamming tea and cabbed home.
was like so not hungry~

.broken.

hearts;
5:31 PM;

Friday, January 18, 2008

.sane in the mind as we were so plainly blind.

wedneSday was shopping day.got new pants.
and thursday was my dental.was kinda glad.
that the whole thing hurt alot.
NP open house begins~scenes of random ppl.

fRiday 18.1.08
*happii birthday chris~
came back from NUS for my life sciences.
field trip luh.i was totally unwell and vomited.
in the morning.my tummy was empty luh.
ahaha.my class was kinda cute.
there is my forced partner, waihung and his buddies.
zhenghe they all.but they're nice i guess.
joel irritated miss vanne cos he was bored and.
she was speculating on him being rolled over by.
a bus luh.so lame pls.(pics n the next post luhs).

the next day is suzanna vega's concert in SG?
and we're stuck having Annual General Meeting.
at theodore's house.everyone came at 10am with faces.
indicating the lack of sleep.skate night's gonna be like.
in the mid of this year.then maybe a camp.like lol.
anyways xiaofeng left early for sch's open house.
and wer left playing there.eric's super funny luh.
bullying him and gray....ke ai de xiao mao mi :D

sunDay's church day and ron's birthday.but like sorry.
bro im already booked for dinner with my girlfriends.
it started with eve and becky.then alex.then my cus.
yiling.wanting and jana.then tagged my sis.
eveie gave my a ring.it's pretty.THANKS GIRL :)
if i were a les everything would be in a better shape.
for me luh...or that is what i think at least.zZz~
to lif : dun get excited pls......slaps.lolx.
after neoprint-whoring(omg kwan new word) and.
then spamming for 4 machines at heeren.we had.
our usual omu rice at taka.miss those times yo.keke.
eveie wanted to drink but by the time i brought my.
sis home.it was like 9 luh and there's sch tmr 0.0

lucky edna bugged me.so wer meeting on 31st at.
clarkquay at 6 or 7.dun say i never remind.uu peeps.
lols.esp to those who misses edna like me :)
joyce's muami is coming too.i think brewerkz will do.
super tired.
having no reason to wake up in my life again.
it totally sucks.

everyday study like crap like yesterday.
at least i settled my IA now's left with VI.
which is like a killer to understand luh.

everything's not that good these day or at least.
i think that it is.
just wishing that you'll be there like you used to.
love and care for me.
not saying that time is running out for us.
anything that passes us by.
i'll hold on to whatever hope we've got.
and persevere as much as not.
letting you throw your life away.
sometimes i just feel so horrible.
the same feeling like anyone craving to.
lapse on the floor and die.
just letting everything run past you.
but am gonna try harder and do my best.
jiayous to me and thanks to many for.
being there for me.
understand me.understand my world.
hearts you papa,always~

to ykwan : if anything happens.i'll probably resort.
in getting a tongue piercing like urs.i wan pink studs.
too pls or maybe pink braces are way nerder.
i likeeee ahaha =x

guess what?cally's emo-ing.omg.screams~*
would anyone understand the meaning of.
unfairness when they are so not gonna.
listen to anything i say anyways?
WTH.
if i died tomorrow would you care?

.guide me to the place in your heart.

hearts;
2:53 PM;

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

.it's getting late but you're still not here.

.this.is.my.bento.daddie.called.yingjie.

i miss skating.there's no session this friday.
going for church cell as well so there's no time.
anyways for anything.
to kwan : come girlie next friday with eveie too :D
ykwan reckons papa will take me away from.
her,like no sweety?? i love uu both only on whom.
i love more is debatable.lolx~

after church on sunday i went suntec to eat with my.
parents then headed to find vicki n yingjie for a mini.
study session at esplanade.then had lunch at marina.
loft and mac.lols.i need COFFEE luh.and was super.
depressed cos bentodaddie wouldn't let me revise my.
labtest for the next day T_T so i was forced to do.
my harmonic tutorial 3.haix~
to bento : thanks for being my laoshi worx.keke.

the next 2 days labtest for ecam was like easy only tt.
jerry and i thought we were having each other's paper.
me having a star(supposedly a delta) so i sq rooted the.
blardy thing and he din sqroot his star circuit.omg la.
emd is WORST.i forgot my formulas.lucky circuit was.
right mans.and mr alex was nice to me.heng si bo? =x
bumped into rui while going home.i then knew he din't.
come for last week session cos he tio alcohol poisoning.
due to drinking on his birthday luh.
to rui : grats bro.lolx.ignts

tmr's my dental appointment and jana's birthday.
and NP open house....o come you newbies.
tired le.running to class laters )=

.but i'm still here in your heart.

hearts;
8:46 AM;

Saturday, January 12, 2008

.maybe time away has gone stray.

.rink.pictures.of.me.and.evelyn.loveeee.

.and.there's.me.alex.kwan.evelyn.hehheh.

fRiday'S skating was alrights.
there was the addition of yinkwan and.
evelyn like of course it'll be.hahas.they totally.
came on a last minute basis luh.it was nice of them.
to do so tho as i was busy printing the attendance.
sheet and kwan wanted to wash her hair again so.
there came the both of them to my house.in the end.
many din't turn up.only tonyerzi(tys of acc mie),
alicianuer,emilynuer,ahgong(mouldybread),justin,
theodore,macy,jingjingjingjingwei,alex..and the many.
normal regulars.but it was rather quiet for a session.
day luh..unnerving as it is.at least we settled some club.
matters during the meeting.like ideas? ISAN camp?lolx.
to ykwan : sorry for waiting >.<>
to eveie : thanks for the chawamushi!!

i got a new phone today.so im kinda happi as my old.
one's kinda dead as it should be.haywire-ment in the.
vibration mode or something.but i still hate reconf-ing.
everything la.so irritating.but....it is white.i likeeee~

tomorrow's gonna be a busy day luh.there's church and.
going out to study for the upcoming labtests with bento.
and vickijie.jiayous people :)
to vicki : yay hearts my blog song.
~i wanna watch vexilleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.RAH.

for sch-wise im shortlisted for IAP to PG.my first choice.
muahaha.my parents are happi.esp my dad.reason?
he works there =.=

.together again like how it began.

hearts;
10:59 PM;

Friday, January 11, 2008

.just so you'd know that.

cally has something to say.
she just love her classmates and sch friends.
they make her day and tummy muscles grow.
my lessons and breaks are always full of.
entertainment thanks to youyou :D

YESTERDaY (it was a thurday).

rhoda : eh ghost!! (put hands infront).
jerry : wer got ghost like that one?
(put hands infront n act like what rhoda thinks
a ghost should look like).
jay : look like praying mantis (hops to his seat).
cally : tt one grasshopper la stupid.LOL.
rhoda : yalo.never read the book of knowledge har?
all : encyclopedia la!!
jerry : stupiddddd~
poor girl la.haiyo.joke of the year hurh.
hope they'll forget abt soon >.<

another laughing statement was at C2.
eugene inviting the class for his birthday party.
rhoda : eugene!! invite me la.i pump balloons for uu.
(acts like pumping a balloon with a huge pump).
adib : wer got ppl pump liddat de?lol.
(follows action exaggeratedly).
skips~
rhoda : i wanna be a stewadess :D
all : height cannot make it luh.haha.
zul/adib : need to wear heels la.
rhoda : nvm we adib wanna be pilot right?
we'll start an airline crew together!!
liah/adib : the baggage shelf have to built lower luh.
rhoda : then the plane no passenger de.
cally : then anyhow fly de.upside down also.
adib : then lifejacket pump like pump balloon de.
(brings up rhoda pumping balloon act).
all : ahahaahahahhahaha~

stupid adib luh.the day before yest he pmed jerry.
who was early for class for once.
jerry had lent his laptop to the cher and it's screen.
was shown on the projector.
adib types : yo help me sign class attendance.thanks.
now he got no face to hide le.like even the lecturer saw?

~these ppl are dam cute luh.

PS : big thanks to TWIN(guoxian)
who saved my life by giving me his psp cover.
as i lost mine >.<>

gotta rush home after class to grab my skates.
and drop off my laptop.then fly to the rink.
my family's dying out.one by one all sick sia.
cookie n nat..then me..then papa dying of work.
and alot more.dies~

.it was all built to last.

hearts;
8:16 AM;

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

.i only found it hard to believe.

my life these days has been catogerise as bor-ed la.
maybe i'll have a glimsp of hope in a month's time.

mOnday
.on-the-way-to-school.
saw ex theresian joan.our smart girlie.
it's been more then a year and her sch is.
so NEAR mine which made me quite.
astounded that she studies there.
even sweelingjie who found me a sec later.
was complaining whaye i duno.lols.ps luh >.<
later in the day after ecam lab just before pcit.
lab the girlies(rhoda,liah,me) wanted to go C3.
we had no idea the guys(laodao,eugene,jerry,nic,
wenhui,etc) wer sitting outside level 4.OMG la.
they look like they wer waiting in a polyclinic.
glancing at the door(which we wer to come out from).
thinking that they placed something above or below.
us we dare not open the door.after a while they ran.
into the lift WITHOUT us.diao lo.we decided to wait.
for dajies(mich,amy,sweeling) not knowing the guys.
wer below waiting for us.like lolx?
after sch i went to look for papa cos i missed him.
haven't had time to meet up.both of us wer busy )=
had dinner at his house and watched iamlegend.
to papa : thanks for dinner.keke.LOVE :D

yesteRday
was late to meet alvin.sorry luh brooo D=
by tihe time i got to sch he left the cafe le.ahhhh.
RAHHH.lab tests are NEXTWEEK n stupid jerry went.
n tie me up in cables during emd prac.WTH~
went vivo after dinner at botakjones.need to do some.
walking after eating so much luh.my parents wer in a.
knack of adopting a healthy lifestyle.suggesting to sport.
this and that.like good for them luh.im lazy.i'll probably.
do some blading on my own :)
anyways shopping again.3 inch black heels for me at.
StudioTangs.i think they were casual/pretty/class.
my mum a top from Coat at Tangs.dint walk but we.
loved a dress at amarniEX.lovelyyyyy~
going skating on friday.having a session like finally.
after 1 and a half months.whoot!

.shopping.shopping.shopping.shopping.

.or.maybe.i'm.just.kept.closed.in.

hearts;
8:21 AM;

Sunday, January 6, 2008

.we were caught up in running around.

first day of semester 2 term 2 sucked.why?
2nd day cramps~
was late for class(tot it was monday)~
less one girlie(rhoda's overseas)~
on and off headache or flu(i can't tell)~
it was a friggin wednesday(9am-5pm)~
was stuck in holiday mode~
nagging parents~
exams are coming(5weeks more)~
separated from my psp and papa.misses~
i need to study and improve~
BUSY LA~
din't go skating nor condrey's chalet bbq on friday.
buhbye and enjoy ns mans.hearts.

like so stuck at home as well so i had no mode to.
shop even if i had the chance to as my mum won't.
even get tt pretty top for me although it was on sale?
maybe cos it'll be my 3rd some-what identical white.
tops in my closet.zZz.i want cash i want a job~
any lobang? lolx.

just came back home from vivo after church.
today's message was strengthen your stakes.
what are mine sia...*takes notes on paper.
something happened during my prayer at the end.
i was going on something about my mom then i felt.
happy and sad at the same time till my head was so.
warm then i cried.until now i have no idea.just hope.
tmr the diagnosing of the doctor will be a good one.
~shrugs.she still won't listen to me.what's the point?

*really into the shopping mode now.hearts zara sale.
i want the skirt! Omg.black but no sale.#%^#*%$!!
mango was like nth.pullnbear was okay.
riverisland's nice.nice blouse but i hate blouses.lol.
the jeans there are pretty.so goes to the leggings.

to kwan : yes i love the song too.credits to calvinchua :D

lazy to post all the pics so...
.here's.some.from.my.trip.to.a.kelong.in.indonesia.

.there's.our.fishes.octopus.and.crabssss.

.cute.residents.in.the.kelong.they.even.had.an.eagle.

.and.there.was.nothing.we.could.do.

hearts;
3:45 PM;

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

.a new chapter in the upside-down side of life.

happy new year to youyouuuu

ahaha.was suppose to countdown yest.i reached.
eastcoast for a bbq at 5 but had to rush back at.
10+ cos my mum was ill.glad she's better now.
apparently the family doctors were on holiday too.
like diaos luh.tmr must drag her request for xray le.
today she kept complaining here pain there pain.
like competing with me liddat.zZz.at least i got to.
shop at taka and got a new top......again...

yest i had cramps la.spoil my mood )=
i went shopping with papa.like i met him at queensway.
cos he was looking for a friend after his appointment.
then he went home to change.when we got to his house.
eric(like a mermaid.lolx) n friends wer all sleeping.
papa was trying to put on his contacts but den fail so his.
mei helped him.then i was like blogging cos he slow =x
by the time we got out my cramps came back again.and.
at PS it got worst like Omg.zZz.at least i ate if not die le.
in the end of the day.i was totally sian-ed.
lucky papa was with me,loves~

.will you be there when my world is on it's down side?.

hearts;
9:22 PM;